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What will be my life if i continue to do what i do?

• A person who is alone and miserable
• Nobody can trust me
• Health issue (diabetes, lung, throat, heart problems)
• Unagile and constantly tired from everything and everyone
• No Skills, behind in life
• Jobless
• No money
• a constant state of mental agony
• unhygenic
• Left behind in life
• sex or porn addicted
• dopamine craver, wasting all the time on useless activities
• No friends, no real relationships
• stuttering, second guessing myself
• a person who just talks, does nothing and even that lies about what he does
• being left behind
• ugly and darker skin
• terrible communicator and egoistic
• not being able to remember anything
• being lost in fake scenarios
• too emotional and being constantly sad about my life

What i do not want?

• ill mentally or physically
• to be alone
• unambitious
• cannot walk the walk
• lying
• being tired
• being average
• despising anyone
• seeing girls just for sex
• not improving regularly
• sluggish and rigid thoughts
• lying and creating fake fairy tales
• wasting time
• cussing and disrespecting people without knowing them personally
• being dumb
• having backs and detains
• being distracted easily
• being uninterested in people
• being a terrible communicator
• being a gloater
• narrow minded
• not taking care of myself